8.10.2002 :::
 
080902: today its really the 10th.. but im typing from the 9th's p.o.v today i went the distance: but to start the day off.. my parents went to atlantic city for the weekend. you would think thats awesome right? it would.. if i had a car. it would.. if i had a cell phone. damn. but its ok. today went well. i woke up at 9am to the sweet ringing sound of the telephone.. ok.. it wasnt that sweet.. it was actually quite annoying. but i answered anyway and it was angeline fonti-governor. she said.. "bitz i want ma' muney! pay yo' pimp today o' imma steal yo' co'nuh'" ok.. she didnt really say that.. she just wanted to know that she'd be coming over soon to pick up the bowling money for later tonite. so i said.. cool. and hung up and fell back asleep. two hours later.. i hear my dog barking his head off so i go downstairs in my jammies (for some visuals: loose hung low grey jammie pants and a small tight black spagetti strap tank) with my hair touseled everywhere. i open the door and its angeline. i give her the dough. and tells me she loves me.. yano in that way where its like 'dont be mad that i woke you up but i love you please dont be mad' type of deal. i didnt really care.. i mean.. it was only angeline. if she sent a hottie hot over while i was in my scrubby mode then id be angry. j/p. so she left and i went back to sleep. thirty minutes later.. i hear my dog bark again.. and its some dude that used to go to my school at the door. i answered in my scrubs.. and once again i didnt care even though i didnt really know the guy. he just returned my bro's cap and gown that he borrowed for the summer school graduation. so he left and i was like damnit i might as well stay up. so i did. went online a bit to see who i could get a ride from to go to jenny da izz on's house. found rides.. got directions.. and took my two hour getting ready spree. went to the luau. got dogged by the obsters, alex and kristine for my "pimpin skills with the older men" in california. and told the stories of california to the souls who didnt go and to the ones that will go to san jose/francisco with me later this month. talked for about four hours of the crazy wild antics of california: mainly it was dogging me for supposedly networking with every male in sight. showed pics.. dipped in the pool. well.. dipped feet in pool. talked for a scoatch more.. and then left for the fonti-governor's casa to meet up for cosmic bowling at the base. jarrod, mike, matt and me left early from her casa to pick up adrienne and then we just went to wendy's and seven eleven for some pre bowling energy. there were alot of us: atkins, mikey tee, jarrod, adrienne, matt, angeline, gil-andrei, ryan, phylicia, katherine, alyssa, pablo, marc, andrew, stevie d and me. we all passed around my ley from the luau. i got laid. katherine got laid. etc etc. got beat by the boys. sang along to the old school music videos. ate the food and got scared by the mean lady that was serving us. all in all it was a fun night. i rode home with steven, mike, ryan, and gil and got home at around 2am-ish. went to bed b/c i didnt have the cell phone to talk all night. maybe tomorrow ill have a drunkard fest at my casa. or not. who knows.

::: posted by charlene at 3:37:00 PM

8.09.2002 :::
 
080802 well. its really the 9th.. but im still believing that it is the night continued from the 8th. so i think its the 8th. anyway. the other day i had a conversation with one of my friends whom of which i bonded with in california, paul-nathan nacu. it went like this:
TEAMNACU: this is so coool!
two cense: what is?
TEAMNACU: i'm talking to some on the east coast
TEAMNACU: someone
TEAMNACU: haha
two cense: who?
TEAMNACU: ....
two cense: O!
two cense: haha
two cense: me.
two cense: duh.
TEAMNACU: haha
two cense: sorry.. a lil slow here.
two cense: haha
TEAMNACU: its okay
that was like a few days ago. i felt pretty stupid after my lil blurb of slowness. anyway. the cool thing i did tonite was talk to three guys from california at the same time. i was like whoa! i felt special. i was talking to paul nathan and jonathan online and then ivan called after me and jonathan hung up. i was like whoaness. two different media of communication. well today.. went to bed at 4am. woke up at 7am so me and charlene could make final plans final for kings dominion. called up jay hahn (jhon) 3 way to check for parental permission. but negative. plans demolished. hung up after contemplation of whom else could go with us. i mean.. no use in wasting two free tickets.. but in the end. it didnt really matter. no ride. no go. so.. went back to sleep for the next five hours. woke up at 12. got out of bed at 1245 to take a shower and off to macarthur with charlene and took along my bro. no spending happened today. just window checked. but i guess today was pretty ok. besides the demolished dreams of the return to kings dominion and the outer limits.. it was ok. for the next four days i wont have a cell phone. parents need it while off to atlantic city. what will i do?? i know.. ill call up some people and have a sleep over.. with a lil side drinks. skyy blue and schmirnoff ice in the cooler with my name as well as anyone who wants to come over. rule: if you drink.. youre not going home. thats all. ill make plans. going to a luau tomorrow and then bowling with the senior class. oh what awaits me in those alleys? pins baby.

::: posted by charlene at 1:49:00 AM

8.06.2002 :::
 
080602: later in the day.. well today. dropped the madre at the trabajo. did some errands.. went over to inspecter gabsters casa. ate my "brunch." talked about my antics and the boys. watched harry potter. its the best movie. oh heezus. its so awesome. i didnt think id like it. im such a dork. played with gaby's dog and hung out. then got kicked out of gaby's house by sister. its all good though. went home and got bored outta my mind. went online.. went online.. went online.. got bored.. checked email. checked email. updated sites.. attempted to update the facs site. impossible. updated more.. got a phone call. talked about going to the gym.. cell phones.. hating racing.. my experience at walmart.. karaoke.. mahjong.. east bay scenery.. etc etc. left me giddy. god bless networking. and now im updating this. basking in giddyness. i always get like that. bless cell phones and free long distance.. but damn diminishing weekend&nighttime minutes and extinct daytime minutes. well ill peace it for now for the night.

::: posted by charlene at 11:39:00 PM

 
080602 lastnight i was online and me and jon from irvine started taking all these personality tests. for me.. taking the tests was out of pure boredom since i didnt really feel like nor could go out and do manhunt with everyone. so we took these tests: and one of mine said that its hard for me to get emotionally involved with people.. but i could easily get physically involved. i read that.. and realized.. that is me. that was so me. i knew it before.. but for some reason.. it reclicked in my head that.. i really never get emotionally involved.. people are just conveniences for me. bitchy as that may sound.. i cant help it. i tried writing something about it.. called it "numb" because thats what i am. i dont feel.. im sorry to all those who i never really felt for. ill continue this later.. im off to the gabsters casa for some lunch and a movie.

::: posted by charlene at 12:41:00 PM

8.05.2002 :::
 
080502 well today was quite the giddy one. woke up to see that i had a text message from one of my pals from california. all it said was goodnight.. but we havent talked in a while.. so it kinda made my morning to know that he still thought of me. anyway. so that made my morning. ran some errands. went online.. went to the delima's to speak of fanhs antics.. went home.. took a hot steamy shower (a lil visualization for all you readers.. j/p) and went to watch signs with my fellow seniors (go '03). after.. went to scott's house to cry over our mural.. darn primer.. stayed there for a long while.. went to wendy's for a lil pre painting grub-on (bless that 99 cent menu) and then painted at scotts. saw my buds whom i havent seen in a while since ive been on my "world tour." so i chilled with with my ten-ten, angdrew, marc, stevie d, mickey t, katherine, alyssa, scott, and of course me and ten ten's creation: jarrod. i dont know what he was on tonite. i think he just wanted some brown charlene sugar. bless his soul. anyway. i miss my california people. all the people i met and networked with were just too incredible and i cant wait to see them again in two years.. maybe less for when i go to san jose/francisco. maybe less when i plan to go to irvine. jeez. fanhs was just too bangin to put into words. so ill leave it at that. i know. but ill leave it at that.. for now..

::: posted by charlene at 11:39:00 PM