dont think in a box. think more like a circle.

12.21.2002 :::

122102
well yesterday was quite the mo'shizzles.
yesterday>> actually it was a pretty busy day for the processor. started off by leaving the house hella early cuz i knew i had to pick up zach and ray and dana called me to give them rides too. so i leave at seven. so i goto zachs to pick him up and im waiting there for a madd long time honking my horn.. and i told myself ok. if he doesnt come out by seven ten then im leaving. seven ten rolls around and im like.. shit so i go up to his door and ring the doorbell cuz i didnt want to leave him. and i see him running to the bathroom from his room. i think the doorbell woke him up. anyway. we started to get rollin about seven fifteen ish to pick up ray. so i get there. and hes out in a jiffy lube then i pick up dana and her brother. we were late to school.. me its usual.. but i felt bad because i didnt want to get them in trouble. anyway. so when i open my trunk to get my stuff.. i realize i left all my a-day stuff at home. and im like poop! so im like.. im in deep poop. i get into psych and we evaluate psych books. it was fun. we had a really good book. and it felt nice. literally. me chawgee danamama kristina berto and mary were sitting there feeling the cover. raised text + glossy cover = the shit. anyway. eight fifteen rolls around im like.. well im not going to do anything today and i left my calculus stuff at home and if i go to class w/o it harrison is going to kick my ass so i was like.. im going home. so eight forty five rolls up and i ask mrs b if i could go to the nurse... "i have a headache". the nurse called my mom and told her i was going home and then i get my pass to leave. so i leave and my mom asks me what was wrong and i just told her straight up that we werent doing anything in class and that i was coming home to help out with the house and run errands. so she was like. oh ok. my parents are the coolest. anyway. so maybe like less than an hour passes and the phone rings and my mom is like.. who is 729-**** and im like michele?? so i answer the phone and its her and shes like the usual "what up dawg?" and i ask her.. how did you know i was home?? and shes just says. dude.. i saw your car when i was going home. so im sitting there thinking. wait. so michele is home? and she told me she did the same thing i did. shes my other half.. what do you expect? anyway. so she tells me to come with her to go to the mall and im like ok cuz i need to run errands for mom anyway. so we're there from ten in the morning to like twelve thirty. that was cool. most of the time we were like.. checkin the clock saying.. man.. third block just started... it was funny. and we saw all these other lil elementary school kids and we're like. shouldnt they be in school?

after the mall. i set up some more xmas stuff for the house then i go to the school at two to pick up the usual gang to take them home. im such an ate.
new record >> 8 people in the car: me kris karess ray eli juanito chris and gerald.

so we drop off eli and we head to geralds to pick up the stuff he was going to bring to zachs tonite. they buy me gas because i was running low and then i drop off ray and we go to zachs to drop gerald and his stuff off and i drop off the rest of the car.

so when i get home its like 3 and my mom sends me out on an odyssey of errands going across va beach back and forth: from angies bakery on holland to auntie fely's (suzannes kitchenette) near dynasty and then to maymar on indian river plus traffic on va beach boulevard and witchduck and indian river (damn rush hour and xmas travelers) so i finally get home at five thirty and im like damnit! im late for the senior bunch santa party at chawgees!! so i get there (in record time= 12 minutes) and we all play twister. i was a finalist. we will have that championship... and we eat and laugh and reminisce. we open gifts and do the secret santa gig. thanks mike tan for the gift and thanks louie for the hula homer. who was there?: me chawgee andrew marc angeline alyssa katherine phylicia adrienne ashley drew mike steven pablo mellanie atkins sheryl jackie. it was great. we made an improve prayer by adding one word for each person : thank you for this food and many drinks and chick-fil-a and friends who we love. amen.

12.17.2002 :::

121702 well today.. my fate had been sealed. along with my smile for the next six months to a year. why? because...

12.15.2002 :::

121502
happy bday mike!

121502 from the perspective of 121402:
so i havent written anything in this for a few days. ive been sobering up i guess you could say from my e journal addiction and aim addiction. either that or ive just been too damn tired to go online for the past few days.

anyway. so what have i been up to? well on thursday i got freakin spacers! arg! i have this constant irking to want to floss and get these rubber bands from in between my teeth damnit! anyway. michele came with me to get my spacers and then with me to my meeting with facs. diana zernan and rina came by and chilled out at the meeting for a bit. the facs shirts came out. everyone wants one. damnit. its weird. im seeing my face on all these peoples chests! its like.. the shrine to charlene.. i have my own cult damnit. anyway. i bought a debut shirt from diana. then after that i dropped off the usual bunch and spent the day with michele at the mall. bought some gifts. came home. said peace it. and freakin fell asleep on my couch by 9pm!! then i think my dad moved me to my room and i woke up and it was 730am! i was like damn. 10 hours of sleep.

well i woke up the next day.. yeah.. late. my mouth hurt like a freakin mofo. anyway. pretty slack day. afterschool i went to kempsville to pick up isah to go to the mall. it was weird.. i didnt go to the school to pick up my usual entourage. i felt bad.. i didnt even get to warn them because i fell asleep lasnight and i didnt go online to tell them and i didnt get to call. and i didnt see them during the day to tell them.. :( but i guess it was ok.. then later in the day i picked back up my entourage and went to jason mamarils surprise party.. too bad i missed the surprise part.

happy bday jason!

anyway. after that.. i took everyone home before midnight.. and i actually came home at like 1210. i was proud of myself.. then once again i fell asleep on the couch. do you see a pattern developing? then i woke up at like 3 am and moved to my room..

so i wake up at 645am and im like "shit..." cuz i was supposed to pick up dana at 645 to go to salvation army. so i get dressed and whatever and im out the door by 7. so i go over to zachs to pick him up and then he just woke up too.. so i had to wait for him.. then we went to chriss but then he just woke up too. but he was fast! man. he was like. up then gone and i was like man. did i blink? so yeah. then we went to pick up dana. she was ready to go.. anyway. we got to the parking lot at like 730 and we were off to the salvation army. tell me why when i needed to get gas everyone followed me into exxon? i was rollin deep. anyway. then we were off. salvation army was fun. rode carts. got turkeys. bonding. leshen and marco were there with us and alot of the facs heads. thanks for all you guys who came out. then when i got home around 1245p ish and guess what i did?? fell asleep on the couch. i woke up and it was like 6pm. so theres six hours of sleep for me.. then i went and took a shower cuz i felt dirty.. if you want a visual go a few e journals back.. anyway. then i went to pick up zach and went to danas to watch lilo&stitch. man thats a great movie. then i got home before midnight. im turning into such a good girl.. i need to stop. jp.

ps>>rumors suck: but thats ok. it just makes me wonder.. shouldnt i care what people are being told?

::: posted by charlene at 2:47:00 AM