dont think in a box. think more like a circle.

1.18.2003 :::

two cense: HAPPY BIRTHDAY marC!!
em aye are si: thank you charlene!
em aye are si: you're the first.
em aye are si: =)
two cense: woo hoo!

::: posted by charlene at 12:09:00 AM

1.17.2003 :::

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today was such a waste of a day. alright. we missed school. thats good because i didnt do any of my homework and i didnt really feel like going to school. that was the only good thing. but i woke up this morning and was like f.ck. the snow was like less than an inch. and the thing that pissed me off was the fact that there was hella snow on wednesday that it made me forty minutes late to class and we still had school but today was pretty much frost and slush and we had school. what the mess is that? so now we have to make up this day. that and i didnt even get to go to maryland aka muurr-lunnd to see my cousins for the viewing. damnit. i could have called another rehearsal for today and done something productive but i was tired all day. i have been so sleep deprived lately. this whole week ive been wanting to just sleep.. it was one thing after another this whole week. i just needed a break. so i guess that was the only benefit of today.

anyway. i want to watch the lion king in the imax theatres because that movie is the shit. not the shiznit. it the shit.

i was so looking forward to making that igloo/jungle-gym..

oh and i forgot to mention on monday:

1.16.2003 :::

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1.13.2003 :::

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well today afterschool we revived stomp rehearsals and i added in new people because i dont see some people anymore and i everyone to be familiar with the beats. anyway. we rehearsed stomp which went really well. everyone new picked up pretty fast. well anyway. after that i went to kristinas house and we wrote some words down for a collabo for sat night about our nurse mothers. hopefully it may go down in facs history. and someday down the road.. there will be a facs member who will want to revive it and someone will be like.. thats not how charlene and kristina did it. its like this. haha. right. thats my facs dream. joking lang. anyway. after that i took ray and juanito home and i went home to find on my caller id that laser quest called me back. so i call them back and no one picked up and i got a machine. poop. after that.. i got a phone call from the art institute of washington and said that they already went over my application (man.. i sent that in on saturday) and that they were going to send me some more information to see if id like to attend. wow. does that mean im accepted? i dont know. darn college process. anyhoot. i was tired so i got a blanket and curled up on the couch and started to watch serendipity for the millionith time. which by the way is still a great movie. after an hour's worth of sleep i wake up to the door bell ringing and its brian tajo and roshan ready to work on physics. i was like.. oh yeah. damn. cant call a chick first? anyhoot. we worked on physics for a while then decided to head over to michael tans casa. it was like nine already.

so i let my dog back in through the back door because he was outside and i didnt want to leave him there and he runs to the front of the house and out the door. and im like double you tea eff? and i see my dog running toward this lady who was walking her dog and my dog was getting all aggressive (well not really.. the way she was reacting to it was like an attack). anyway.. so im running toward the lady yelling simbas name so he could calm his ass down and the lady is fending for her dogs life as if it were her child. shes all screaming at me and im telling her im sorry as i am getting a hold of my dog. then she just yells at me "son of a bitch!" and im thinkin.. oh hail naw its on now bitch. i coulda let my dog just go and not care because she made that comment. first of all thats just plain rude to yell at me as i am apologizing to her. and i even said to her after she said that that "i [was] sincerely sorry" but she just yelled back at me "YEAH RIGHT!" well fuck you bitch. here i am being nice to you and you dare to just fuck around like that and not accept it? fuck you. but i knew if i said that then id just get worked up even more and just end up getting myself in trouble again. so i just walked away. stupid bitch.

i have roshan and brian to contest to that. it was funny though.. she was fending for her life.

anyway. we get to mikes and we worked on physics.

and the award for funniest moment of the night goes to brian. it was funny.. i get a call on my cell phone and brian answered and hes like.. "hello?.. whos this?.." and he hands it to me.. and hes like.. "its ray." and im like. what? so i answer it and its obs. hah. i go up to brian later and im like did you know who that was? and hes like... "ray?" and im like yeah. mr. obispo. and hes like "what??" that was funny. iono you had to be there. i swear. that boy laughs makes me laugh too much because he laughs over nothing.. and mike tan. he laughs alot about mike tan.

anyhoot. that was my day. spank you for your time.

::: posted by charlene at 10:59:00 PM

1.12.2003 :::

alanis morrissette>> "uninvited"

like anyone would be // i am flattered by your fascination with me // like any hot-blooded woman // i have simply wanted an object to crave // but you // youre not allowed // youre uninvited // an unfortunate slight // must be strangely exciting // to watch the stoic squirm // must be somewhat hard telling // to watch them burn me shepherd // but you // youre not allowed // youre uninvited // an unfortunate slight // like any uncharted territory // i must seem greatly intriguing // you speak of my love like // you have experienced love like mine before // but this // is not allowed // youre uninvited // an unfortunate slight // i dont think you unworthy // i need a moment to deliberate

maren ord>> "perfect"

dont close your eyes // they may not open // what if they open // would you be alive? // everyone falls // but not everyone rises // why dont you get up // and rise again for me // what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you stop crying? // or would you take the leap? // and what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you open your eyes // and blink again for me? // for me.. // what about friendship? // what about friends? // you said the whole world was against you // and it all had to end // what about love? // what about family? // what about all that you had to live for? // what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you stop crying? // or would you take the leap? // and what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you open your eyes // and blink again for me? // for me.. // it isnt easy // here without you // why did you leave me? // what am i supposed to do? // without you ? // what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you stop crying? // or would you take the leap? // and what if the world were a little more perfect? // would you open your eyes // and blink again for me? // for me...

::: posted by charlene at 7:16:00 PM